Paralyzed

May 10, 2023

Mark 2:1-12

         One of my favorite New Testament stories comes from Mark 2.  Jesus has returned to his hometown and people overflow the house to hear him teach.  Four men bring their paralyzed friend to be healed.  They have to resort to lowering their friend through a hole they dig in the ceiling.  While on the mission field I tried to tell the story with my very primitive language skills.  The next week I asked if anyone remembered the story.  The women were all excited about a sick man who came to Jesus with four camels.  What!!!  In their language the word for “friend” and the word for “camel” were the same only the tones were different.

         Jesus is impressed with the faith of the friends and tells the man his sins are forgiven.  The religious skeptics are shocked.  The man’s flesh had failed him and the scholars’ hearts failed them.  Both had a kind of paralysis.  Jesus responds to both,

         “8-12 Jesus knew right away what they were thinking, and said, “Why are you so skeptical? Which is simpler: to say to the paraplegic, ‘I forgive your sins,’ or say, ‘Get up, take your stretcher, and start walking’? Well, just so it’s clear that I’m the Son of Man and authorized to do either, or both .  ” (he looked now at the paraplegic), “Get up. Pick up your stretcher and go home.” 

         Last Friday my husband, who is fighting Parkinson’s disease, had to be put on total bed care as he was so weak and disoriented and his wounds had gone necrotic.  It looked really terminal.  We immediately sent out the news to all our friends.  We did not ask for a miracle but that he would be held in their prayers.  I fed him all weekend.  Monday I arrived to find him sitting up and feeding himself.  Today I arrived to find him in the wheel chair and able to eat at the table with others.  As our friends took my husband to Jesus, things changed.  Was it the prayers, antibiotics, a blip in the progression of the disease?  I don’t know but I would like to factor in God.

         The resurrection means that Jesus, true man and true God, is alive and active in our world today.  We don’t get all our prayers answered that dramatically but sometimes we see his hand acting.

“Yea, when this flesh and heart shall fail,
And mortal life shall cease,
I shall possess, within the veil,
A life of joy and peace.”

Amazing Grace by John Newton, Verse 5

God bless as you walk through faith challenges and walk with friends!


Job

May 9, 2023

“Yea, when this flesh and heart shall fail,
And mortal life shall cease,
I shall possess, within the veil,
A life of joy and peace.”

Amazing Grace by John Newton, Verse 5

         Most of us have not been sea captains involved in slave trade.  It is easy to think of the “other guy” as the real sinner cause I am trying to lead a decent life.  But in fact we are all mortal and will face death.  When I think of an example of someone whose flesh and heart failed, I think of Job in the Bible.  He’s an Old Testament character who experienced devastating loss of his children, his property and finally his health.  His friends even turned on him and tried to convince him that he must have done something wrong.  Job denies guilt of the major sins.  He has not been unfair to the poor, lusted, or traded unfairly and has tried so hard to live the good life.          John Newton knew he had lived a bad life.  Job believed he had led a good life.  Both men will die, their mortal life will cease.  Job is famous for his confession to his accusing friends.  He said,

Job 19:25-27

“I know that my redeemer lives,

and that in the end he will stand on the earth.

And after my skin has been destroyed,

Yet in my flesh I will see God;

I myself will see him

With my own eyes  — I, and not another,

How my heart yearns within me!

         One day we will all face the risen Lord with our “sins of commission” (the bad we actively did) and with our “sins of omission” (the good we did not do), with all our failures when we did not live our better selves.  How comforting it is that we face a Lord who understands our lives and who has walked through death for us.  Marinating in the Easter season is important.

         Perhaps today we might think of one of those times when we did not live out our better selves.  Let us spend time thanking God for forgiveness.  Perhaps there is someone we need to forgive and stop carry that grudge of accusation.  “My redeemer lives.”


Hope

May 8, 2023

“Yea, when this flesh and heart shall fail,
And mortal life shall cease,
I shall possess, within the veil,
A life of joy and peace.”

Amazing Grace by John Newton, Verse 5

         My friend and I chatted yesterday as we sat with my husband who is now bedridden with Parkinson’s, dementia and feet wounds that refuse to heal.  We thought about this fifth verse of John Newton’s famous hymn, Amazing Grace.  My friend shared that an anchor is the sailor’s symbol for hope.  A boat that is anchored is securely connected even as a storm tosses around it.  Newton expressed this sense of a storm by saying when my flesh fails — when we are sick and our bodies flounder — and when our heart fails — when we become weak — if we are anchored in faith, we can weather a storm.  He did not deny storms and trials but having our lives anchored in the risen Christ who walked through the worst storm that brought death, gives us hope because we know he is alive and risen.

         The apostle Paul says it this way, “We have this hope, a sure and steadfast anchor of the soul, a hope that enters the inner shrine behind the curtain, (Hebrews 6:19)”.  The Living Bible translates it this way and captures the image of a boat anchored in a storm, “And because his word cannot change, the promise is likewise unchangeable. We who have run for our very lives to God have every reason to grab the promised hope with both hands and never let go. It’s an unbreakable spiritual lifeline, reaching past all appearances right to the very presence of God where Jesus, running on ahead of us, has taken up his permanent post as high priest for us, in the order of Melchizedek.”

         Let us use that image of a boat anchored safely as a picture we can pray about for our concerns and our world.  Blessing.


5th Sunday in Easter

May 7, 2023

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 First Reading: Acts 7:55-60

55Filled with the Holy Spirit, [Stephen] gazed into heaven and saw the glory of God and Jesus standing at the right hand of God. 56“Look,” he said, “I see the heavens opened and the Son of Man standing at the right hand of God!” 57But they covered their ears, and with a loud shout all rushed together against him. 58Then they dragged him out of the city and began to stone him; and the witnesses laid their coats at the feet of a young man named Saul. 59While they were stoning Stephen, he prayed, “Lord Jesus, receive my spirit.” 60Then he knelt down and cried out in a loud voice, “Lord, do not hold this sin against them.” When he had said this, he died.

Psalm: Psalm 31:1-5, 15-16

1In you, O Lord, have I taken refuge; let me never be put to shame;
  deliver me in your righteousness.
2Incline your ear to me;
  make haste to deliver me.
3Be my strong rock, a castle to keep me safe, for you are my crag and    my stronghold; for the sake of your name, lead me and guide me.
4Take me out of the net that they have secretly set for me,
  for you are my tower of strength.
5Into your hands I commend my spirit,
  for you have redeemed me, O Lord, God of truth.
15My times are in your hand;
  rescue me from the hand of my enemies, and from those who persecute me.
16Let your face shine upon your servant;
  save me in your steadfast love.”

Second Reading: 1 Peter 2:2-10

2Like newborn infants, long for the pure, spiritual milk, so that by it you may grow into salvation—3if indeed you have tasted that the Lord is good.
4Come to him, a living stone, though rejected by mortals yet chosen and precious in God’s sight, and 5like living stones, let yourselves be built into a spiritual house, to be a holy priesthood, to offer spiritual sacrifices acceptable to God through Jesus Christ. 6For it stands in scripture:
 “See, I am laying in Zion a stone,
  a cornerstone chosen and precious;
 and whoever believes in him will not be put to shame.”
7To you then who believe, he is precious; but for those who do not believe,
 “The stone that the builders rejected
  has become the very head of the corner,”
8and
 “A stone that makes them stumble,
  and a rock that makes them fall.”
They stumble because they disobey the word, as they were destined to do.
9But you are a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, God’s own people, in order that you may proclaim the mighty acts of him who called you out of darkness into his marvelous light.
10Once you were not a people,
  but now you are God’s people;
 once you had not received mercy,
  but now you have received mercy.

Gospel: John 14:1-14

 [Jesus said to the disciples:] 1“Do not let your hearts be troubled. Believe in God, believe also in me. 2In my Father’s house there are many dwelling places. If it were not so, would I have told you that I go to prepare a place for you? 3And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and will take you to myself, so that where I am, there you may be also. 4And you know the way to the place where I am going.” 5Thomas said to him, “Lord, we do not know where you are going. How can we know the way?” 6Jesus said to him, “I am the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. 7If you know me, you will know my Father also. From now on you do know him and have seen him.”
8Philip said to him, “Lord, show us the Father, and we will be satisfied.” 9Jesus said to him, “Have I been with you all this time, Philip, and you still do not know me? Whoever has seen me has seen the Father. How can you say, ‘Show us the Father’? 10Do you not believe that I am in the Father and the Father is in me? The words that I say to you I do not speak on my own; but the Father who dwells in me does his works. 11Believe me that I am in the Father and the Father is in me; but if you do not, then believe me because of the works themselves. 12Very truly, I tell you, the one who believes in me will also do the works that I do and, in fact, will do greater works than these, because I am going to the Father. 13I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Father may be glorified in the Son. 14If in my name you ask me for anything, I will do it.”

CHILDREN’S SERMON

To help us dig into our text today, let us first do a minute of groupthink.  How do our ministry of Bethany Gardens speak to the world and us about our faith?  What do we believe as we start our growing season?

Let us pray.  Lord, may the words of my mouth and the meditations of my heart be acceptable in your sight, my Rock and my Redeemer.  Amen.

SERMON

         Today is the fifth Sunday in the Easter Season.  The glow of Easter Sunday has faded and we are squarely back into the reality of life with all its challenges.  We know these moments.  The wedding and all its celebration is over and we have to face the reality of a real 24-7 relationship.  The retirement celebrations are over and we now have to build a meaningful future without that daily structure work provides.  Perhaps the funeral is over, friends have left and we have to go forward.  Six weeks into college courses, we face midterms, tests, or papers and the thrill of independence from home is fading.  After the mountaintop experiences, we inevitably return to normal life with its challenges.  Easter has not given way to Pentecost yet.  We are still grappling with, “The Lord is Risen,” the chant of Easter, and how we know that is true.

         We have read and pondered the testimonies of others who saw Jesus on Easter, the women at the tomb, the followers that evening, the two on the road to Emmaus.  We pondered the promises of the Good Shepherd and the analogy of Jesus as “the gate,” “the voice” that calls us forth into our present life and future.  We are his sheep but often like sheep we are a bit dense.  We listen for God’s voice in our life but God seems to be busy in Ukraine or the Middle East.  Surely Jesus knew the faith challenges we would face in believing he is risen and so we turn to his last words of advice that he gave his disciples as they walked to the Garden of Gethsemane.  Surely there is more to Easter reality than listening to the testimonies of others or following a shepherd we cannot see anymore and whose voice speaks in so many different ways.  Let us ponder some of Jesus’ last words and how they might help us on this journey.

“Believe in God, believe also in me.”

         Our text begins as Jesus and the disciples leave the upper room from the last supper and start heading to Gethsemane.  Jesus opens with the word “believe.”  Last week we were encouraged to “listen” to the voice of the Good Shepherd.  Between listening and receiving knowledge comes the step of believing.  When I was at Bethany, I listened to the lectures about warm weather plants and cold weather plants but I am not a farmer nor was I from the Midwest when I was with you.  I could have argued that I wanted to grow strawberries for my cereal but I had to trust the leader about the proper time to plant them.  I want to be a happy and productive Christian but I must believe the words I hear from Jesus.  He tells me to forgive those who hurt my feelings but that does not happen automatically.  Tithing in an economy that challenges all of us is hard.  Attending church when I’m tired makes no sense.  I must believe God’s word and take it from head and make it action.  I must weave my beliefs into real life.

         Jesus goes one step further, though.  We do not believe just because some guru gave wise words back centuries ago.  Jesus says we are to believe because he and God are one.  Jesus pulls out his credentials, pulls rank on all other authorities and says we can believe when we can’t see him that he personally was God incarnate.  Phillip is not so convinced and asks to see the Father.  It might be like me, an ignorant farmer-wantabee questioning the instructions from Bruce about the gardening and demanding to hear from the pastor.  Ooops, no pastor yet and the one who comes might come from the Minneapolis seminary and not be a farmer.  We must believe, trust, the words of the leaders of the program even if it is not apparent how the seed will grow or when or where.

         We do not follow Jesus because he’s smart, or wise, or gives me all my wishes, or heals all my wounds, or makes me wealthy.  We follow because we believe He is God.  That does not seem to be a point of debate…but we do debate his authority in our lives, don’t we.  People often live life as if elections are coming and Jesus’ leadership, his shepherding of our lives is up for election if things don’t work out as we think or if he takes too long to answer.  We are prone to look at other authorities or denominations and consider our alternatives.

         Let us take a moment and take our faith temperature.  Is there a pre-nuptial agreement and escape clauses that we need to acknowledge and eliminate?  Jesus calls us to follow him when we cannot see and do not understand because he is God of the universe and he knows the way through the wilderness of this life.  He is alive, he is raised, and he is going before us.  Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life.

“…a place for you…”

         Jesus not only grounds us in faith that he is God but he also promises us a place.  The Bible opens in the Garden of Eden and closes in the New Jerusalem.  Jesus assures the disciples that he is going to prepare a place that he will take them and us to.  For the gardeners in the congregation, it sounds like the offer of gardening space, prepared and ready to be used.  Jesus is not offering a theory about heaven, practice lessons to be a good heaven resident but he is preparing an actual place.  Bethany Gardens is a model garden, a course, but it is also a real place that produces real food for the gardeners and the needy. 

         Like Thomas or perhaps like people new to our program, we might ask, where is this garden?  Where is my spot?  Bruce says, “Follow me, I’ll take you to your spot.”  Jesus is preparing a tangible place that he will return to take us to.  And like Aslan in Chronicles of Narnia, Jesus will be there with us.  Jesus is the way, tells the truth, and is the life.

“…believe me because of the works themselves…”

         For those of us who aren’t quite sure what Jesus being God means, and are not interested in being heavenly gardeners but would prefer to join the heavenly choir, Jesus points us to his track record.  Bethany Gardens has an outstanding track record.  Produce has increased yearly.  More food is donated to the hungry each year.  And Bethany Gardens has won several awards, recognized by Purdue University.  Let us consider Jesus’ track record.  He healed the blind and did not make people blind.  He fed the hungry.  He walked on water.  He knows the pain we experience only his pain was crucifixion, humiliation and rejection.  He knows not only as God but also as true man the situations we face, the discouragements we wrestle with and our doubts.  I might question whether our politicians truly understand the plight of ordinary people in the trenches but as I read the gospels and the stories recorded, I know that Jesus walked the talk.  People at Bethany Gardens have proven their expertise and we can trust them.

And so what?

12Very truly, I tell you, the one who believes in me will also do the works that I do and, in fact, will do greater works than these, because I am going to the Father. 13I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Father may be glorified in the Son. 14If in my name you ask me for anything, I will do it.”

         I suspect that if I were a fly on the wall, I would hear that a goal for Bethany Gardens this year is to surpass the food production of last year.  Each year the program has grown.  Bethany Gardens is a garden and does produce food, and does teach and help people but it is also a ministry to bless others.  Jesus incarnated as man claiming to be God, laid the foundations for those who would follow, and demonstrated the truth of his claims.  He could say, “I am the way, the truth, and the life.” Jesus concludes, though, by prophesying that his followers will change the world.  They will bless the nations as promised to Abraham.  From that small group of followers that huddled behind locked doors on Easter evening, who walked away from the chaos of Jerusalem questioning what they had seen, and from people living in a culture where they knew they could face crucifixion and persecution, came a spread of what came to be known as Christianity.  How was that possible?  Jesus, true man and true God returned to heaven and represents us and answers our prayers.  He is risen, alive and active.

         Let us be clear.  We do not make the seeds we plant.  We do not make the rainfall that waters those plants.  We receive the energy and the wisdom to tend those plants.  The credit does not go to our wonderful leaders as wonderful as they may be nor does the credit go to the followers of Jesus.  The credit and glory goes to God.  Prayers are not always answered the way we want.  There are droughts or horrible storms or plagues we did not anticipate but that does not mean God is not present.  Jesus promises that he will be actively involved in answering all prayers to him.  He is not just a listener.  He is active even when we don’t understand.  We are invited to ask, to dream, and to have wonderful goals that will bring glory to God.

         In this passage, our text calls us to the reality that “The Lord is risen,” not only because of testimonies, not only because the teachings are proven in reality but also because we can believe Jesus is God so he speaks the truth, shows us the way, and is our life for eternity.  We believe!

The Lord is risen!

Let the people of God say, “AMEN!                 “


What a Friend We Have in Jesus

May 6, 2023

“The Lord has promised good to me
His word my hope secures;
He will my shield and portion be,
As long as life endures.”

Amazing Grace by John Newton, Verse 4

         Yesterday I visited my husband who has been declining with Parkinson’s Disease and vascular dementia.   Last year at this time he was walking with a walker but with that halted gait typical of the disease and had experienced seisures.  By September he was in a nursing home and transitioned to a wheel chair.  Yesterday I arrived to visit and he was transitioned to bed.  We are nearing the end of the journey.  John Newton in his famous hymn Amazing Grace talks of Jesus as being his shield and portion as long as life endures. 

         I thought of the hymn “What a Friend We Have in Jesus.  I focused on it recently but reviewed the story of the author, Joseph Scriven.  He was born in Ireland but on the eve of his wedding, his fiancee drowned.  He immigrated to Canada and dedicated himself to helping the poor.  Hearing that his mother was dying, he sent her a poem that became the words of this hymn.  Please enjoy it as we pray for people who are traveling through rough seas today.

         My husband will enjoy this English/Swahili version that I will share with him when I visit.  I pray it blesses you too as you face the challenges of your day.  “The Lord is risen” and present, even today!


Fair Weather Friends

May 5, 2023

“The Lord has promised good to me
His word my hope secures;
He will my shield and portion be,
As long as life endures.”

Amazing Grace by John Newton, Verse 4

Fair-weather friends are defined as people who are friendly to you when life is going well, when it is to their advantage, or when it profits them.  The title may come from a phrase that came about in the 1700s for sailors who could only sail when the weather was good.  John Newton sees Jesus as a “fair weather friend” but as a real friend who will stay by us when times are tough and when we are not so loyal to him.  Jesus was there with Newton in the midst of the horrible storm at sea that drove Newton to cry out for help.

         Newton saw Jesus as a “shield,” his “portion” as long as life endures.  He adds no qualifying clause.  He did not say “if” we obey then we are blessed.  “As long as life endures” means eternally.  That is a true friend!

         So how are we doing as friends?  Think of a few people who have been real friends to you.  What qualities do you appreciate in them?  Name their kindnesses and then thank God for them and pray for them painting a prayer picture of their craft sailing the seas of life.

Maybe you could rephrase this traditional Irish blessing that comes from an ancient Celtic prayer, “May the wind be always at your back. May the sun shine warm upon your face; the rains fall soft upon the waves and the skies be clear for charting your course until we meet again.  May God hold you in the palm of His hand.”  May the risen Lord stand with you at the helm of your ship.

Romans 5:8, “But God proves his love for us in that while we still were sinners Christ died for us.”


My Portion

May 4, 2023

“He will my shield and portion be,
As long as life endures.”

Amazing Grace by John Newton, Verse 4, Line 3,4

         When I was a young, my mother would cook a chicken for dinner and we each had our assigned portion, our assigned piece.  Mine was the thigh.  The men got the meatier pieces.  I always left the table hungry.  In verse 4 of John Newton’s famous hymn, he shares that grace has been like a shield protecting him from evil and being a barrier between him and evil but also grace has been his “portion.”  I hear that as grace having satisfied him and made him content at the table of life.

         My portion, my fair share, does not mean that I get everything there is to be got with no problems but it does imply fairness and satisfaction.  I do not have the nicest nor biggest house but I do live in a situation that brings me joy.  It is mine.  As I walk the journey of my husband’s terminal disease, I reflect back over our marriage and remember the highs and the lows, lots of good times and lots of struggle as our relationship matured.  I see that the path of my life that I believe God led me down was “my portion” and was marked with God’s grace.  It is also true that some of the defeats and failures in my life that closed doors and became turning points for me were moments of grace, releasing me from immature decisions.  To follow our analogy, I was stopped from over indulging and walking away sick from the table of life.  Grace has helped me control my portions as I learn to walk with God.

         Today might be a good time to do a quick life review, pondering your contentment with your “portion” in life. Release the failures and offenses as learning experiences and thank God for the grace of the blessings.  How would you rate your contentment level with your “portion” today on a scale from 1 to 10 with 10 being high?  Let’s try to place the hungers and wants in his hands and let God be our portion!


My Shield

May 3, 2023

“The Lord has promised good to me
His word my hope secures;
He will my shield and portion be,
As long as life endures.”

Amazing Grace by John Newton, Verse 4

I looked up the word “shield” on Biblegateway.com and it references “shield” 22 times in the book of Psalms alone and 96 times in the Old Testament.  God has not only promised to be good to us but he has also promised to shield us, to be like a shield between evil and us.  John Newton picks up this idea in his fourth verse.

         We might not identify with the idea of shield as a protective weapon of war.  We might think more of a coat of arms that defines our family identity, hung over a fireplace, and passed through the generations.  King David in Psalm 18 identifies a shield as a rock we can stand on, fortress we can run to, the symbol of a deliverer we see coming to our rescue, and horn of salvation.  All are synonyms for shield.  God is a being in whom I can take refuge, who stands between danger and us. 

“The Lord is my rock, my fortress,

and my deliverer,

my God, my rock in whom I take refuge,

my shield, and the horn of my salvation,

my stronghold.”  Psalm 18:2

What might God be shielding you from today?  How would you like him to stand between others you care about and danger?  These are good seeds for prayer and praise.  Only a risen Savior can shield us today!


Chosen

May 2, 2023

“The Lord has promised good to me
His word my hope secures;”

Amazing Grace by John Newton, Verse 4, Line 1,2

A popular verse that Deaconesses choose for their ordination is 1 Peter 2:9, 

 

         “9 But you are a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, God’s own people, in order that you may proclaim the mighty acts of him who called you out of darkness into his marvelous light.”

 

           God chose us, not because we are so wonderful but perhaps because we are such hopeless fixer upper projects.  As Simba returns to claim his place in Prideland, Timon looks out at the devastated country side and says, “Talk about your fixer upper.” God took stiff necked and stubborn people like us and turned us into a kingdom of his representatives.

         To take something broken and break it further is no accomplishment.  To take something broken and accuse it of being broken is a cheap victory.  To take something broken and love it back into health and value makes a movie that wins an academy award.  God takes broken sinners like us and works with us according to the grain of our personality and transforms us into works of art without breaking our spirit.  He transforms us with love and we become people of hope and purpose. John Newton had experienced that transformation.

         Think of some of the things you are praying about.  Can you name your “hope” in one word?  Spend a moment fleshing out that one word for your “chosen” person, exploring with the Lord what it might mean and how that hope is secured by God’s word.  My husband is journeying with Parkinson’s disease.  I pray for him “kindness.”  May he be “kind” to the aides trying to help.  May they be “kind” with him as they lift him from falling on the floor.  May friends find “kind” words to encourage him.  Expand that word as God listens.  Blessings.


Promises

May 1, 2023

“The Lord has promised good to me
His word my hope secures;
He will my shield and portion be,
As long as life endures.”

Amazing Grace by John Newton, Verse 4

One of the two verses Newton carved over his fireplace was Deuteronomy 15:15,  “15 Remember that you were a slave in the land of Egypt, and the Lord your God redeemed you; for this reason I lay this command upon you today.”  This verse reminded Newton that not only had the Israelites been freed from slavery but so had he.  He was freed from slavery to sin.  He was freed because he was convinced Jesus “had promised good for me.”  This grounded his fight against slavery in England.  But Newton believed Jesus saved him “from” sin to “blessing.”  One of the passages that brings many great comfort is found in Romans 8:35-39:

35 Who will separate us from the love of Christ? Will hardship, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? 36 As it is written,

‘For your sake we are being killed all day long; we are accounted as sheep to be slaughtered.’ 37 No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. 38 For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor rulers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, 39 nor height, nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.”

Nothing can separate us from the good God has intended for us.  Perhaps it does not feel so true today as we struggle with the hardships and ugliness of this world but each morning the sun shines and the resurrection assures us that God is working in unseen and unexpected ways to bring about good for us.  We are challenged to trust and persevere.  Let us pray for clarity to see through the trials to the God we cannot be separated from, even by the crosses we carry.  Jesus is risen and is working good for our lives. That’s a promise we can hang on to. Thank you Lord!