A Master Builder

October 16, 2023

‘Where were you when I laid the foundation of the earth?
    Tell me, if you have understanding.

Job 38:4

         Suffering and Job are almost synonymous.  Why do we suffer and where is God when we know he has the power and wisdom to eliminate the plight we find ourselves in?  The book of Job tackles this question.  Job, a man righteous by all human standards, meets trials and loss that would defeat most of us.  His children die in a catastrophe.  His wealth is wiped out.  Then to add insult to injury, illness depletes his reserves and his friends gather to comfort him.  They are speechless at the extent of the suffering they encounter.  We know that feeling of having friends encounter catastrophes beyond our ability to find words of comfort.  We stand speechless beside them.  I think of medical people accompanying people in their hour of helplessness.

         Job contents that he is faultless and his agony is undeserved.  He cries out for an audience with God to plead his innocence.  His friends give the traditional human reasoning.  For sure there is a cause and effect link in the series of events.  Or perhaps there is unconfessed sin.  Certainly God cannot be accused of doing wrong.  Job, they contend, is just not facing and admitting to reality.  Job maintains his innocence.  After about 38 chapters of give and take, God appears in a cloud and questions Job.

         God does not answer Job but asks questions that bring Job to his knees, as he understands that God is a master craftsman, a builder, creating a reality that we just do not understand.  If we understood all that goes on in our lives then we would not need God.  We were not there at the beginning and we do not understand. We see through a glass dimly as we look at our lives.  I do not understand God’s plan in my husband dying before I did.   I do not understand the purpose of the disease that ate away his body.  I just can’t see the big picture.  But I can be thankful for the years of blessing I had.  I can lean on the friends who came to the funeral and reminded me of the good days that had been clouded over by the diminishing days.  The sun is still shining.  And God is still building a future I will live into.  Only he knows what will unfold but I know he walks with all of us not just me, and God understands our dynamics and has a master plan he is building.  Lord, I believe, help my unbelief!  Blessings as you face your mystifying challenges.


Something Beautiful

October 14, 2023

“Something Beautiful”

         The dreaded day has come.  For me it is the funeral of my husband.  For you it may be an operation, a sending a child to college, or some other difficult life task.  Times like this bring us to reflect on our life path.  For my husband and me, we loved to sing this song.  We had dreams and ashes and we both crashed and burned in our early 20s but God put the pieces together, brought us together, and faithfully led us to today.  And he will lead us through today to his tomorrow.  Thank you, Lord.


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October 13, 2023

  

18 The word that came to Jeremiah from the Lord: ‘Come, go down to the potter’s house, and there I will let you hear my words.’ So I went down to the potter’s house, and there he was working at his wheel. The vessel he was making of clay was spoiled in the potter’s hand, and he reworked it into another vessel, as seemed good to him.

Jeremiah 18:1-4

         Let’s look at the metaphor of God being like a potter again.  Jeremiah uses the metaphor to speak into how God is trying to shape and reshape Israel who is resisting him, into the dream he has for them.  It is obvious that the potter, whom we understand to be God, has a plan for the pot he is trying to throw.  And he doesn’t give up.  But it seems like the clay also has a mind of its own and resists or bubbles out or somehow is not just what the potter had in mind and so the potter tries again.

         As I face the funeral of my husband, I find this verse very comforting.  The shape of our lives is malleable.  Our mistakes need not define us forever for God has the power to rebuild that which is broken by life or misshapen when we are T-boned by others.

           Right now as I anticipate placing the cremains of a person I love into a crematorium, these verses speak to the resurrection and giving of an eternal body that does not respond to the laws of reality, as I now know them.  God can take the ashes and create something new and beautiful, even as a seed is put in the ground and grows into the beautiful bouquets that sit on my table.  God is able to take our misshaped lives and even that which appears dead and useless and make something beautiful.  To him be the glory.


“Potter”

October 12, 2023

Yet, O Lord, you are our Father;
    we are the clay, and you are our potter;
    we are all the work of your hand.

Isaiah 64:8

                  I have a son who is a potter.  He is not a professional as he does not have his own kiln but he loves to create pottery.  Lately he posted  a picture of a bowl he had thrown and titled it something like – any fruit looks better when displayed in a pottery bowl.  I reflected, how true.  Fruit in a plastic bag from the grocers cannot be compared to a beautifully arranged bowl of fruit on the table in an artistic clay bowl.

         I have always thought of references to God as the potter in terms of the shape of my life.  Why must I be a dandoline and not a rose?  I had not thought that he might be shaping me to display the wonderfulness of another.  Right now my children are gathering for the funeral of their father.  They are the holding vessel for his life’s story as they put together a service with pictures, a beautiful poem, and his favorite hymns.  They hold his story with love and respect to honor him.   We are the vessels that hold, support, and show off another.  What an honor.  Let’s pray we do it respectfully and gently, showing off God’s handiwork.  Blessings as you hold other’s stories.

“Let’s be real, fruits and veggies look better at home in handmade bowls.

@dncpottery #dncpottery #dncbowls

 


Foresight

October 11, 2023

I, Nebuchadnezzar, was living at ease in my home and prospering in my palace. I saw a dream that frightened me; my fantasies in bed and the visions of my head terrified me. So I made a decree that all the wise men of Babylon should be brought before me, in order that they might tell me the interpretation of the dream. (Daniel 4:4-6)

         Nebuchadnezzar the Great was historically regarded as the Assyrian empire’s greatest king.  Israel had been taken into slavery by him and taken from their land.  But the king had chosen a select group of survivors to train for leadership, one being Daniel.  We know Daniel because he refused to eat the rich food of the palace for dietary reasons.  He stood up for his beliefs.  We also know Daniel because he refused to stop praying and was thrown into the lion’s den.  Less known is the story of this great king Nebuchadnezzar having a dream and calling all his wise men together to interpret it. The wise men were defeated to interpret the dream.  Daniel prayed and was able to interpret the dream.  The point I want us to see is that God who is the awesome king we talked about yesterday, not only has authority and power like earthly kings but he can also tell the future.  God is outside or above time. King Nebuchadnezzar concludes,

37 Now I, Nebuchadnezzar, praise and extol and honour the King of heaven,

for all his works are truth,
    and his ways are justice;
and he is able to bring low
    those who walk in pride.

         As ponder the many things we don’t understand at any given point, it is comforting to know that our God sees a larger picture not only in scope like some drone but he also sees into the future and can chart our course into our future.

         Let us pray today for the war raging in the Middle East and all the anger and hate it embodies.  Lord, have mercy.


King

October 10, 2023

 “2 For the Lord, the Most High, is awesome,
    a great king over all the earth.”

Psalm 47:2

         When you hear the word “king” what do you think of?  Christians might think of King David in the Old Testament, leaping and praising God as he led the Arc of the Covenant back into Jerusalem.  Of course there was King Solomon, his son, praying for wisdom on the night of his inauguration.  Camelot and King Arthur captured the imagination of my generation and his struggle with forming a democracy and how to deal with Queen Genève’s affair. When my mother-in-law died, my Indian doctor gave me the picture from the end of “First Knight” when Arthur’s body is on a raft floating out on water and a burning arrow is shot to release his remains to the universe.

         Whether you think of Mulan and the Chinese emperor or Genghis Khan or some other historical person, we can all agree that kings faced challenges and needed wisdom and eventually died.  Psalm 47 compares God to a king not of an empire but of the whole earth.  He is the king of all people and all nations.  He is “most high,” “king of kings,” and “Lord of Lords.”   Government is his responsibility but he has a long-range plan of building the kingdom of heaven and we have a say as to whether we will be his subjects.  Authority is in his hands but he uses it with our best interest in mind.  He has all wisdom so we can trust his guidance.  And he will not die.  As Christians we believe that to be absent from our earthly body is to be present with him in our heavenly bodies.  That is a comfort when dealing with death.

         Think of a king you admire and then thank God that God himself is so much more “awesome”, “a great king over all the whole earth.”  Blessings.


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October 9, 2023

Psalm 77:20”

“20 You led your people like a flock
    by the hand of Moses and Aaron.”

         We started our meditation on the character of God by looking at the comforting words of Psalm 23.  We think of the “good shepherd” as leading us to safe places, by still waters, and green pastures.  He seeks us out when we are lost and he is the gate protecting us from evil.  In Psalm 77 the writer looks to God as his shepherd in times of great trouble.  He is so worried he can’t sleep.  He feels forgotten.  He doubts God’s love.  Some days are like that, for sure.

         I find as I face the funeral of my husband this Saturday that deep tension involved in faith when I know the truth but my whole being does not want to walk the path in front of me.  Your situation may be facing an unwanted surgery.  You may need to deal with a wayward child or abusive spouse.  Perhaps the challenge is a steep financial climb from debt.  There are many situations that confront our faith.”

         The Psalmist finds comfort by remembering God’s “deeds of old.”  Maybe we are not David, facing Goliath, but remember a time when God helped you face a giant of a problem.  Perhaps you are not dead and buried like Lazarus but you know the feeling of emotional numbness after a great disappointment or draining phase in your life.  The Psalmist advises us to remember how God has brought us through trials in the past.  He also suggests we take our gaze off ourselves and look at nature.  Receive a smile from a loved one or give a smile and perhaps it will be returned.  I love music when my soul feels dry.

         Encouragement as you face your unwelcome experience this week.

Blessings.


19the Sunday after Pentecost: Is the refrigerator door open?

October 8, 2023

First Reading: Isaiah 5:1-71Let me sing for my beloved
  my love-song concerning his vineyard:
 My beloved had a vineyard
  on a very fertile hill.
2He dug it and cleared it of stones,
  and planted it with choice vines;
 he built a watchtower in the midst of it,
  and hewed out a wine vat in it;
 he expected it to yield grapes,
  but it yielded wild grapes.

3And now, inhabitants of Jerusalem
  and people of Judah,
 judge between me
  and my vineyard.
4What more was there to do for my vineyard
  that I have not done in it?
 When I expected it to yield grapes,
  why did it yield wild grapes?

5And now I will tell you
  what I will do to my vineyard.
 I will remove its hedge,
  and it shall be devoured;
 I will break down its wall,
  and it shall be trampled down.
6I will make it a waste;
  it shall not be pruned or hoed,
  and it shall be overgrown with briers and thorns;
 I will also command the clouds
  that they rain no rain upon it.

7For the vineyard of the Lord of hosts
  is the house of Israel,
 and the people of Judah
  are his pleasant planting;
 he expected justice,
  but saw bloodshed;
 righteousness,
  but heard a cry!

Psalm: Psalm 80:7-15

Look down from heaven, O God; behold and tend this vine. (Ps. 80:14, 15)

7Restore us, O God of hosts;
  let your face shine upon us, and we shall be saved.
8You have brought a vine out of Egypt;
  you cast out the nations and planted it.
9You cleared the ground for it;
  it took root and filled the land.
10The mountains were covered by its shadow
  and the towering cedar trees by its boughs. 
11You stretched out its tendrils to the sea
  and its branches to the river.
12Why have you broken down its wall,
  so that all who pass by pluck off its grapes?
13The wild boar of the forest has ravaged it,
  and the beasts of the field have grazed upon it.
14Turn now, O God of hosts,
  look down from heaven;
15behold and tend this vine;
  preserve what your right hand has planted.

Second Reading: Philippians 3:4b-14

 [Paul writes:] 4bIf anyone else has reason to be confident in the flesh, I have more: 5circumcised on the eighth day, a member of the people of Israel, of the tribe of Benjamin, a Hebrew born of Hebrews; as to the law, a Pharisee; 6as to zeal, a persecutor of the church; as to righteousness under the law, blameless.
7Yet whatever gains I had, these I have come to regard as loss because of Christ. 8More than that, I regard everything as loss because of the surpassing value of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. For his sake I have suffered the loss of all things, and I regard them as rubbish, in order that I may gain Christ 9and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but one that comes through faith in Christ, the righteousness from God based on faith. 10I want to know Christ and the power of his resurrection and the sharing of his sufferings by becoming like him in his death, 11if somehow I may attain the resurrection from the dead.
12Not that I have already obtained this or have already reached the goal; but I press on to make it my own, because Christ Jesus has made me his own. 13Beloved, I do not consider that I have made it my own; but this one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, 14I press on toward the goal for the prize of the heavenly call of God in Christ Jesus.

Gospel: Matthew 21:33-46

 [Jesus said to the people:] 33“Listen to another parable. There was a landowner who planted a vineyard, put a fence around it, dug a wine press in it, and built a watchtower. Then he leased it to tenants and went to another country. 34When the harvest time had come, he sent his slaves to the tenants to collect his produce. 35But the tenants seized his slaves and beat one, killed another, and stoned another. 36Again he sent other slaves, more than the first; and they treated them in the same way. 37Finally he sent his son to them, saying, ‘They will respect my son.’ 38But when the tenants saw the son, they said to themselves, ‘This is the heir; come, let us kill him and get his inheritance.’ 39So they seized him, threw him out of the vineyard, and killed him. 40Now when the owner of the vineyard comes, what will he do to those tenants?” 41They said to him, “He will put those wretches to a miserable death, and lease the vineyard to other tenants who will give him the produce at the harvest time.”
42Jesus said to them, “Have you never read in the scriptures:
 ‘The stone that the builders rejected
  has become the cornerstone;
 this was the Lord’s doing,
  and it is amazing in our eyes’?
43Therefore I tell you, the kingdom of God will be taken away from you and given to a people that produces the fruits of the kingdom. 44The one who falls on this stone will be broken to pieces; and it will crush anyone on whom it falls.”
45When the chief priests and the Pharisees heard his parables, they realized that he was speaking about them. 46They wanted to arrest him, but they feared the crowds, because they regarded him as a prophet.

CHILDREN’S SERMON: Today we are going to start with a riddle.  How do you know an elephant is in the refrigerator?

   (Look for its footprints in the Jell-O – or butter!) 

How does an elephant hide in a strawberry patch?

                  (It paints its toenails red!)

Let’s pray.  Lord may the words of my mouth and the meditations of my heart be acceptable in your sight, my Rock and my Redeemer.

SERMON

I learned this week that elephant jokes are actually part of a 4-step logic test given by some corporations. 

Question 1.  How do you put an elephant in a refrigerator?  Answer: Open the door, put it in, and close the door. It tests if you can you do complicated things in a simple way?

Question 2.  How do you put a giraffe in a refrigerator?  Answer: Open the door, take out the elephant and put in the giraffe, then close the door.  It tests if you can think of the repercussions from your previous actions?

Question 3.  The lion hosted a banquet and invited all the animals.  Who did not come?  Answer: the giraffe because he’s in the refrigerator.  It tests if you can you remember what you just did?

Question 4.  How do you cross a river full of crocodiles? Answer: Jump in and swim across because the crocodiles are at the lion’s banquet.

         We laugh at these childhood jokes that tease the edges of our logic.  Our text today reminds me of how often Jesus combines things that don’t seem at first to make sense.  Elephants can’t fit in a refrigerator.  What do a vineyard and a cornerstone have in common?  Not so obvious.  What in the parable does Jesus want us to see?  Are we looking at the Jell-O when we should thinking about the elephant?  Let’s look at this a bit closer.

“There was a landowner who planted a vineyard,

put a fence around it,

dug a wine press in it,

and built a watchtower.”

         The parable opens with everyday images, a vineyard with a fence, a wine press, and a watchtower.  Often Israel is compared to God’s vineyard that he plants.  Our Old Testament reading and our Psalm reading use these images.  God is the creator, the owner.  The religious leaders are responsible to care for the vineyard.  They are the tenants.  God will expect his share of the harvest at the end of time.  He sends his servants, the prophets, and eventually his son, Jesus, to collect his share from the tenants.  The tenants kill the son thinking that then the vineyard will be theirs.  The religious hierarchy knew Jesus was talking about them.  The parable implies the leaders know Jesus is from God and their greed at wanting the vineyard is their downfall.  Jesus continues to talk, though, about a cornerstone pointing to God’s victory despite the tenant’s self-centeredness.  So how does the story speak into our lives today?  Is there more we can learn from pondering the relationship between vineyards and a cornerstone?

         Jesus is quite specific about the vineyard the landowner planted.  The landowner put a fence around it.  He dug a wine press in it.  And he built a watchtower.

A cornerstone is a stone uniting two walls at an intersection.

         A cornerstone defines where one wall ends and the other one starts.  A fence also is an intersection where the vineyard starts and ends.  One side of the fence is not the owner’s property and the other side is.  In the parable, the tenants have gotten confused.  They had come to believe that the vineyard was theirs because they worked there and they believe the death of the son would eliminate the owner’s claims.  When we baptize our children or when we are baptized, we define ourselves as wanting to be part of God’s vineyard.  We no longer belong to the world and the evil one no longer has power to control us because the Holy Spirit has taken up residence in our heart.  We may experience harassment from evil but evil can no longer owns us.  Baptism and faith are fences that define us as belonging to God.  Jesus is the cornerstone that defines how far evil can go.

         So one of the challenges of today’s text is to ask ourselves what confuses us and deceives us into misunderstanding the fences of our faith?  Why do we look at the Jell-O and miss the elephant that makes the footprints?  What are the fences that define us?  The social media would like us to think it is our political party – red or blue – or our ethnic heritage – American, Norwegian, German – or our family business – farmers, medical, missionaries.  All these titles are part of our identity and in fact are often used to create social hierarchies.  The titles help us know the good guys from the potentially bad guys.  But those are footprints in the Jell-O.  Jesus is the elephant of faith that is important.  The church spelled with a capitol C, not a small C, the church universal not the local meeting of believers, is defined by the fence of faith in Jesus.  How we baptize, if we speak in tongues, or even on what day of the week we meet are not the big issues but faith in Christ is.

         So where do the Ten Commandments come in?   Our baptism, our confirmation, and our faith define our fences.  But I think the law, the Ten Commandments, help us know when we are in danger of leaving the protection of the vineyard.  God sends prophets, preachers and his Son to speak into our lives and remind us where our boundaries are.  The Holy Spirit is our advocate that speaks to our consciences and convicts us when we are stepping out of bounds.  Sometimes we act as if being a part of God’s vineyard is like a ‘get out of jail free” card.  We think of God as love and we think we can leave the refrigerator door open and there will be no consequences.

         The cornerstone tells us when we have come to a corner and we need to turn if we want to stay in the building.  The cornerstones warn us of potential danger when we can get into trouble.  When our anger drives us to motor mouth criticisms we are in danger of hate and murder.  When our Saturday night partying leads us to exhaustion and skipping spiritual fellowship, we are in danger.  When our “wants” leads us into credit card debt and covetousness, we are in danger.  The fence is there to define us and to protect us.  When we leave the refrigerator door open, we will have problems! 

34When the harvest time had come,

he sent his slaves to the tenants to collect his produce.

         The second thing the landowner built after the fence was a wine press.  The vineyard had a purpose.  The cornerstone often is laid and marks the place where the building will be built.  It might also say something about the purpose of the building and acts as a maker, identifying the future use of the building. When God created people, you and me, he did not just roll dice letting genes determine our fate.  As a youth, I can remember bemoaning my curly brown hair that was not blonde and straight like my sister’s and wondering what God had in mind.  I have listened to the moans of my mother lamenting that if she had had an opportunity to go to college during the Depression she would have written a book.  I have sat by the bedside of my four year old son as he was frozen in the pain and fever of juvenile rheumatoid arthritis and asked, “Why, Lord?”  I remind God now that I prayed to go to Alaska and not Africa and that I was suppose to die first not my husband so that he could help me be brave walking the valley of death.  I look at the giraffe in my refrigerator and question why it is not an elephant.  I look at the footprints and wonder where some of them came from.  But that does not change the fact that I have a purpose and a job to do.  Keep the Jell-O from melting.  Be a preservative for what God places in his refrigerator.  Likewise, when Jesus is the elephant in our refrigerator we will have footprints of the presence of the Holy Spirit.

         Psalm 139 is a comfort to many

O Lord, you have searched me and known me.
You know when I sit down and when I rise up;
    you discern my thoughts from far away.
You search out my path and my lying down,
    and are acquainted with all my ways.
Even before a word is on my tongue,
    O Lord, you know it completely.
You hem me in, behind and before,
    and lay your hand upon me.
Such knowledge is too wonderful for me;
    it is so high that I cannot attain it.

God knows our names and wrote them in his book of life.  Ephesians 2:8-9 says we are saved by grace, through faith.  It is a gift.  And then it says, “10 For we are what he has made us, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand to be our way of life.”  The cornerstone does not only define each one of us, we are given purpose in life.  We are the grapes that in the process of being stomped produce wine and praise to God.  The cornerstone defines you as important, valuable and part of God’s purpose for his vineyard.

So the watchtower?

How do we cross the river full of crocodiles?

         According to the Internet, the watchtower was “by the side of city gates in the East, in which a watchman was stationed to observe what was going on at a distance, especially in times of danger.”  Watchmen have perspective.  Jesus as our watchtower watches for crocodiles and warns us.  Watchmen on the tower looked for danger from the outside or potentially explosive issues on the inside and sound the alarm.  Jesus as the cornerstone of our lives acts as a watchtower because he has perspective and he is “the way, the truth and the life.”  He has walked in our steps and stands on the watchtowers of our lives to guide us.  The watchtower does not prevent danger or evil but sees it coming and can give warning.  That is different from just defining where the vineyard begins and ends.  That is different than telling us the purpose of the vineyard.  The watchtower is the warning system, the truth telling system in our lives.

         Jesus, as our cornerstone, tells us we are his.  His fence is around our lives and we live in his vineyard, the kingdom of heaven.  Jesus, as our cornerstone, desires for us to have productive, fruitful lives to his glory.  He does not design evil to hurt us.  He delights when we produce fruit of the Spirit.  Jesus, as our cornerstone, is our Geek Squad, our Norton Virus protection plan.  He is our watchtower that keeps us healthy and productive by being diligent for problems. 

         So let us end with our riddle.  How do we know what kind of elephant is in our refrigerator?  We can look to see the footprints in the Jell-O or butter.  We should find footprints of Jesus in our life, telling us who we are, why we are, and how we are doing.  If there are no footprints, we need to check to see if the refrigerator door was left open. 

Let the people of God say, “AMEN!”


“Because He Lives”

October 7, 2023

         Some weeks are harder than others.  Often on Saturday I focus on a hymn that leads us into the coming week.  This coming week I will celebrate my first birthday without my husband and Saturday will be the funeral.  The family and friends will gather to support us.  Tough stuff.  Your challenge may be different but I always find this song uplifting.

God sent His son
They called Him Jesus
He came to love
Heal and forgive
He bled and died
To buy my pardon
An empty grave
Is there to prove
My savior lives

CHORUS

And because He lives
I can face tomorrow
Because He lives
All fear is gone
Because I know
He holds the future
And life is worth the living
Just because He lives

And then one day
I’ll cross the river
And I’ll fight life’s final war with pain
And then
As death gives way to victory
I’ll see the lights of glory
And I’ll know He reigns

Because He lives
I can face tomorrow

CHORUS


“I am the resurrection and the life.”

October 6, 2023

25 Jesus said to her, ‘I am the resurrection and the life.

 Those who believe in me, even though they die, will live,”

John 11:25

         One of Jesus’ favorite homes to stay at was the home of Martha, Mary and their brother Lazarus.  It was in Bethany, near Jerusalem, and he could retreat there away from the crowds at the Temple.  We have many stories about his relationship with this little family.  John tells us that Lazarus became ill and the sisters sent word to Jesus.  Jesus did not go immediately but he did know that Lazarus died.  The disciples are confused by the delay and the sisters are dispairing as they realized that Jesus could have done a miracle for them, the beloved friends, as he had done for so many others.

         How often does God not work in the way we think he could or might or as we have prayed and the obvious conclusion is that he doesn’t care about us or our situation?  Problems never seem to come at a convenient time and death of a loved one is never welcome, even when they have been declining with disease.  Life is always precious.

         Jesus waited four days and went to Martha and Mary.  Martha met him coming and lamented that had he been there Lazarus would not have died.  She confessed her faith that this catastrophe could have been avoided.  God is the God of the impossible and does have all power so suffering always challenges our faith, even today.  Jesus did not want her to just focus on the immediate but wanted her to understand the eternal.  Rebounding from our problems is certainly within God’s ability but Jesus wanted her to see that he is the God of eternal rebound, of eternity.  He is the resurrection and the life.

         God helps us bounce back from trials but more important is that he cares about our eternity and is working to that goal.  We can’t see eternity but he can.  We don’t always know the best way forward but he does.  We always want to choose the shortcut but he works towards permanent solutions.  It is hard to trust and “keep the faith.”  Some days I fall on my knees and pray,  “I believe Lord, help my unbelief.”  Blessings as you place those hard places in your life that need resurrection in God’s hand.  He cares.  Blessings.