Worship: Hear from Heaven!

July 21, 2021

1 Kings 8:1-9:9  Solomon’s kingship is established. He has built a beautiful palace, and now a magnificent Temple.  He calls all the elders and leaders of Israel together and they bring the Ark of the Covenant into the Temple with loud praise, innumerable sacrifices and worship.  It was a day of celebration.  At that moment a cloud fills the Temple with God’s glory so that the priests cannot perform their duties.  That was a day of worship!  So often we desire that Sunday mornings have the same fervor and fanfare and drama and if it does not we are somehow disappointed and question our spirituality.

         Solomon looks at his magnificent temple and admits, “but will God really dwell on earth?  The heavens, even the highest heaven, cannot contain you. How much less this temple.” What follows is Solomon’s prayer with the repeated plea, “hear from heaven.”  He seeks for Israel mercy, forgiveness, and action in judging wrongs.

  • When the land cries for rain, hear from heaven
  • When people struggle with disaster and disease, hear from heaven
  • When foreigners hear of you and pray, hear from heaven
  • When your people go to war, hear from heaven
  • When they pray for forgiveness as captives by enemies, hear from heaven
  • “May your eyes be open to your servant’s plea and to the plea of your people Israel, and may you listen to them whenever they cry out to you.”

The heart of worship is not so much the wonderful building or the wonderful mechanics executed by the many dedicated people who develop church services but it is about meeting with a living God who is merciful, who acts to bring justice, and who hears our cries.

         As we go to church this Sunday, may we meet with the living God who hears the issues of our heart, hears from heaven.


Cleaning House

July 20, 2021

1 Kings 2-3  King David turns over his kingship to Solomon but as David dies he reminds Solomon of the treacherous men still living.  Solomon’s first task as king was to “clean house” and eliminate threats.  Solomon dealt with his older brother Adonijah, son of David’s first wife, who tried again to claim his throne.  He dealt with Joab the general of David’s army who treacherously had killed his own competition.  And Solomon dealt with the relative in Saul’s line that had cursed David.  Solomon dealt with past threats he inherited from his father but how would he deal with the future?

         Solomon is famous for his wisdom.  As he is sworn into office, he meets with God in the tabernacle.  God offers Solomon a blank check, “Ask for whatever you want me to give you.”  Like his famous forefathers, Solomon realizes he has inherited a job far bigger than he can handle.  Who am I that I am chosen?  Solomon is famous for asking, “So give your servant a discerning heart to govern your people and to distinguish between right and wrong.”  God is pleased and grants Solomon a wise and discerning heart plus all he did not ask for – health, wealth, and fame. Chapter 3 closes sharing that the people “held the king in awe, because they saw that he had wisdom from God to administer justice. (3:28)”

         Note that even the people recognize that Solomon’s wisdom was from God.  As Solomon’s kingdom grows, his riches grow, his fame grows, and life is good, Solomon begins to loose focus on God, the I AM, and becomes lax respecting the gods of his many wives.  Idolatry was not something Jehovah, I AM, tolerated.  Child sacrifices to these gods were practiced and Solomon who looked so promising begins to slide.

         A commercial running on Spotify now is how person A shares that she brings dedication to her job.  Another brings fairness.  If you were to receive a fax from God asking what gift you would like that would characterize your life, what would you ask for and why?  Solomon wanted wisdom to govern others wisely and administer justice.  Perhaps you would want health for you or your beloved friend.  Perhaps it would be “let there be peace….and let it begin with me.”  Perhaps all the world needs now is love, sweet love.  Then again it might be forgiveness for that indiscriminant act of your younger years.  Spend two minutes pondering and praying over what you need for that big task facing you today.  Be specific.  Blessings.


“At the time when kings go off to war…”

July 19, 2021

2 Samuel 11:1-12:25  “At the time when kings go off to war, David sent” his general and army out but he stayed in Jerusalem.  What is going on here?  Was David feeling his age?  Was he facing burnout from all the battles he had fought?  Perhaps he saw himself as too important to risk.  In any case David did not go with his men but stayed in the palace – and looked out the window.  So began a dark period in David’s life and the beginning of a compromise.  David saw Bathsheba, wanted, and took.  She became pregnant so King David arranged for her husband, Uriah the Hittite, to be killed.  Ouch.  The sin and the cover-up!  God sent Nathan, the prophet, to David with a story that confronted David with his sin.  David immediately repents, “I have sinned against the Lord. (12:13)” The child became sick and died.  The consequence was, “Now, therefore, the sword will never depart from your house, because you despised me and took the wife of Uriah the Hittite to be your own.” 

         Do we call it the sin of pride, the sin of lust, the sin of devaluing women?  What was done in secret now became a pubic life of conflict for David and the kingship became complicated.  David, our hero, is forgiven but the names of Goliath and Bathsheba will be attached to him forever.  How easy it is to think one potato chip won’t hurt us!

         David suffered a” temporary lapse of judgment.”  We are all human and it is so easy to deceive ourselves and convince ourselves that this little deed, this little lie, this little indulgence is ok.  No excuses make wrong, right.  The law convicts and the slip will have consequences.  God sees us, even though we do not see God. 

         I also note that David allowed himself to get separated from his men that he led.  We all need accountability, someone with whom we can be open and honest and friends who will stand in prayer with us when we are feeling tempted.  The “Lone Ranger” had Tonto.  “Batman” had Robin.  Who holds you in their heart and with whom can you be open with and get honest feedback?  Who cares enough to “call a spade a spade?”  Who is your Nathan?

         God forgave David.  God did not undo the sin by bringing Uriah back to life.  The consequences had to be lived with.  But God did then bless David and Bathsheba with another son, Solomon, but the downward slide had begun.  David repented.  He did not justify.  He did not argue.  He did not blame.  He realized he had ultimately sinned against God by abuse of his power that came from God, abuse of the privileges and abuse of the people entrusted to him by God.  To humble ourselves in repentance is very difficult. Very little stays secret for long.  Perhaps there is something you need to set straight today.  Repentance and getting straight with God is never a bad choice.  Making the choice is the hard part.  God is willing to forgive!


“Only a Boy Named David”

July 17, 2021

Somewhere around 1000 BCE we see the nation of Israel pulling itself together from being 12 tribes conquering a geographical area into a political entity.  They go from being a theocracy, a country under a god who communicated through representatives, to a country with a king.  Eli the high priest started this transition when his sons were unfit to follow in his steps.  God brings Samuel, a small boy from a barren mother, whose fulfilled prayer for a child led her to give the boy to Eli to raise.  Samuel’s sons too were not fit to follow in their father’s footsteps and the elders gather and demand a king like other nations.  They wanted to be like other countries and they wanted a king they could see with all his trappings and demands rather than a god who was unseen.  God allows them to learn.  Saul, another unlikely candidate from the smallest clan of the smallest tribe but tall and handsome is anointed.  He started well but did not obey God completely so God chose David, a shepherd boy.  In the story of David and Goliath we see the heart of a king who would unite his country and who would seek to honor God.

         Both Saul and David responded to being chosen by asking the question, “Who am I that I should be chosen.”  God seems to delight in choosing ordinary people like you and me and uses us to write his epic story that is still being played out through us.  Amazing grace!  I have chosen two songs for this Saturday.  We would sing, “Only a Boy Named David” to our children at bedtime to express our belief in their God given potential.  As an adult, I love the song, “Who Am I.”  Enjoy.  God wants to use you.


David, The King Reigns

July 16, 2021

2 Samuel 5-7.  David is considered by many as Israel’s greatest king.  After King Saul died in battle along with his son Jonathan, David unites the tribes  and at age 30 becomes king for the next 40 years, until age 70!  He captures Jerusalem and calls it “the City of David.”  David returns the Ark of the Covenant to Jerusalem.  David wants to build the Temple for the Lord but God stops him.  That task will be delegated to David’s son, Solomon.  David brings a reign of peace that make the building of the Temple possible.  God tells Nathan, the prophet, to give a promise to David,

         “Now I will make your name great like the names of the greatest men          on earth.  And I will provide a place for my people Israel and will plant       them so that they can have a home of their own and no longer be     disturbed, wicked people will not oppress them anymore.” (7:9,10) 

God promises to establish the house of David. “I will establish the throne of his kingdom forever.  I will be his father, and he will be my son. (7:13)” We call it the Davidic Covenant.  God then gave David rest from his enemies.

         David was not perfect but he did show three character habits that stand out in these chapters. 

  • David sought God’s directions and advice when he went into battle. (5:19)
  • David celebrated with his whole being, worshipping God as the source of his success. (6:14)
  • David was a man of prayer.  Chapter 7 records his prayer that showed a heart of humility.  “Who am I, Sovereign Lord, and what is my family, that you have brought me this far? (7:18)”

Seeking God’s plan, celebrating God’s person, and giving God the credit for my achievements are good habits and qualities for us to be building into our lives.  Do we measure success by how much God is honored?  Do we measure joy by our relationship with God?  And am I humble, seeking God’s fame rather than my own?  David may well have been the greatest king Israel ever had.  Certainly “David” which means “beloved” is a common male name.  As we mentioned yesterday, David was able to wait for God to unfold his life’s plan and what a plan it was!  That little shepherd boy far exceeded the expectations of his family.  May we ponder today those qualities in our lives. Blessings.


It’s harder than it looks!

July 15, 2021

1 Samuel 23:7 – 24:22.  Saul is king but paranoid of David’s popularity and determined to kill him.  Jonathan, Saul’s son and heir apparent, “helped him (David) find strength in God.”  Jonathan knows, Saul knows and David knows that some day David will be king.  Amazingly Saul, in pursuit of David, enters a cave to relieve himself, unaware that David and men are hiding in the back of the cave.  David sneaks forward and cuts off a corner of Saul’s robe, refusing to kill Saul as his men wanted.  David confronts Saul with the proof, “May the Lord be our judge and decide between us.  May he consider my cause and uphold it; may he vindicate me by delivering me from your hands.” David is waiting on the Lord.

         Being king for Saul was harder than just being chosen.  The fear of competition for the throne plagued Saul and stole peace and concentration.  He was busy chasing David rather than ruling and fulfilling his role.

         Waiting for God’s timing is harder than just knowing God’s will for David.  Samuel had anointed David as a youth, Jonathan had confirmed the future but David needs to discern the time and refuses to seize the position while Saul, “the Lord’s anointed,” was still alive.

         We dream of getting married, of getting that perfect job, of buying that wonderful house, of taking the dream vacation or maybe just retiring.  It seems so idyllic in the movies or as we watch someone else do our dream but then we achieve–are appointed, are chosen and we discovered the reality is a lot of work.  Not only is there work but there is the battle with fear that someone better will come along.  Saul did not have peace even though he had achieved so much.

         I find it interesting that David has multiple opportunities to grab his destiny and yet he does not.  Getting his dream by devious or immoral ways ie killing Saul, is not what he wants.  He is willing to wait for God’s time.  That is hard.  I love the scene from “Chariots of Fire” where Eric Liddell is preaching on Sunday morning as he feels it would be unethical to run an Olympic trial race on Sunday.  He uses as his text Isaiah 40:28,

         “Do you not know? Have you not heard?  The Lord is the everlasting         God, the Creator of the ends of the earth.  He will not grow tired or      weary, and his understanding no one can fathom.  He gives strength          to the weary and increases the power of the weak.  Even youths grow         tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope     (wait) in the Lord will renew their strength.  They will soar on wings    like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not      be faint.”

         I do not know where you are feeling impatient and finding it hard to wait on the Lord’s timing, but trusting God’s timing is important.  Keep focused on God rather than who might do what you’re doing only better.  They might do it better but God has you in the situation and trusting his timing and keeping his peace is important.  Be kind as you critique others doing their jobs and wait on the Lord in doing yours!


David and Goliath

July 14, 2021

1 Samuel 16:1 – 18:16. This is one of the famous stories in the Bible that most people know.  David, a youth, fights the giant Goliath who is challenging the Israelite army.  It has become symbolic for any struggle where the odds are terribly mismatched and the fight looks hopeless.  In this case Saul was still king but he was scared and he had lost God’s blessing by lack of obedience.  God had Samuel anoint David to be the next king but David was not king yet and David seems to know it is not his time yet.  God tells Samuel, “The Lord does not look at the things people look at.  People look at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart. (16:7)” David was known for being “a man after God’s own heart.”  Our story today lets us look into David’s heart as he faces Goliath.

         Unlike King Saul, David is not afraid of Goliath.  The outward appearances do not determine his courage.  He remembers all the times God has helped him as a shepherd to kill the beasts that threatened his flocks.  David sees his source of power as outside himself.  He can be brave.

         Unlike King Saul, David is not threatened by the status of King Saul or height of Goliath.  After David kills Goliath, the people sing praises of David who killed “his ten thousands” while Saul killed “thousands.”  Saul realizes David is a threat to his throne.  Fear begins to plague Saul’s kingship.  David, on the other hand, obediently does as requested and refuses to be jaded by jealousy or false aspirations.  We do not see David playing politics with his popularity.

         Unlike King Saul, David forms a deep friendship with Jonathan, son of Saul.  “Jonathan became one in spirit with David” and this friendship would provide a loyalty and “north star” during his time before he becomes king.  David was able to cross party lines and see issues and talents clearly.

         Possibly most importantly, David realizes that Goliath has not picked a fight with the Israelites but with God. “You come against me with sword and spear and javelin, but I come against you in the name of the Lord Almighty, the God of the armies of Israel, whom you have defied. (17:45)”  Clarity of vision to understand the core issues in an argument is important.

         It is easy to look at our world today and feel overwhelmed – environment/fires, immigration and displaced people and assigned leaders, potential spread of disease, and all the other issues we hear about on the news.  We are like David facing Goliath.  May we remember that God looks at our hearts, not our looks.  May we remember all the times when God has helped us in the past and remember that he is able.  May we not be distracted by petty jealousies and may we be loyal in our friendships.  May we see clearly what the core issues are and seek God’s heart.  Blessings as you face your challenges.


Saul

July 13, 2021

1 Samuel 8-10.  “When Samuel grew old…”   At this point the elders of Israel gathered and came to Samuel, “You are old, and your sons do not follow your ways, now appoint a king to lead us, such as the other nations have. (8:5)”  We are headed to another transition.  Samuel had been mentored by the high priest, Eli, whose own sons were undisciplined.  Samuel too had two sons who were also dishonest and disrespectful of the priesthood.  At the same time, the people of Israel are observing the nations around them.  Please note that even the most godly men in the Bible had wayward children.  Perhaps they were too busy being priests.  Perhaps the sons were spoiled by all the perks of being the sons of the high priest.  We don’t know but we do know, but the elders thought a new process of leadership was needed.

         The request for a king sounds reasonable but note the motivation is to be like the other nations.  The human desire to belong, to be like everyone else, is dangerous because it often leads to compromise to fit in.  Samuel realized the implicit rejection of God but God allowed the people their king.  Samuel warned the people of the dangers but they wanted a king.  Tall, handsome Saul was chosen.  How often are we so sure of what we want that we cannot listen to honest feedback from our friends?  It reminds me of the song, Smoke Gets In Your Eyes, that we sang in the 60s.  The people were determined to have a king.

         When Samuel tells Saul, Saul is speechless, “But am I not a Benjamite  from the smallest tribe of Israel and is not my clan the least of all the clans of the tribe of Benjamin?  Why do you say such a thing to me?”  God has again chosen an unlikely person to lead his people, someone  with a humble heart at this point but someone who fits the job description of a stereotypical king – tall and handsome!

         Growing a nation of loyal people who will choose to follow God’s ways is a process of character formation.  We are not the person we were as a youth with our dreams and aspirations to climb mountains and “leap over tall buildings with a single bound” but as maturity settles in and the bumps and bruises of life form us, we become and make choices that keep us moving forward.  We may not always choose the easiest route but God works with us, teaching us and loving us.  Most of us may feel as unlikely and unworthy of God’s attention but God sees beyond the surface to qualities he wants to work with.  I find it comforting that God works with us even in our detours and God always has some unlikely person he is willing to use.  It may be you!  Winston Churchill is credited with saying, “Success is not final, failure is not fatal; it is the courage to continue that counts.”


Samuel “Did you call me?”

July 12, 2021

Epic stories involve epic heroes, epic villains, and have multiple subplots or iterations that can be told.  The first iteration in the Bible, we heard our epic hero, God, lay out his agenda, that through Abraham he would raise up a nation that would bless all people.  Our epic villain, Satan, has done his best to lead the descendants of Abraham, Isaac, Jacob, Joseph and Moses astray.  In Egypt the original clan of about 70 people grew into a fledgling nation of slaves that were freed, that crossed the desert, received the Ten Commandments to guide them, crossed into the Promised Land and then during the time of the Judges, occupied the land.  So far God has communicated with this nation through leaders and then through judges.  God’s “leadership style” is dissonant, though, with how the people of Israel see other nations being governed.  Jehovah has strict rules, worship in a tabernacle and he is invisible!  Others have kings, baal figures that can be kept in houses, and sensually pleasing worship practices. Tension is growi

         1 Samuel 1-3 starts the next iteration.  God again uses a humble woman who has been barren and ridiculed for her infertility.  She has a son, Samuel, whom she sends to be raised under Eli the priest.  As a young boy, God speaks to Samuel.  Eli has not disciplined his own two sons who thus have lost the privilege of following in their father’s fame. God will go with plan B. The leadership of the country is turned over to Samuel.  God seems to delight in taking ordinary people who seek him and then he molds them into his purposes.  Samuel is probably the most famous of all the priests and eventually will be instrumental in anointing King Saul and King David.  His outstanding characteristic at this point was his listening to God and obeying.

         Age does not seem to be a factor as God first speaks to Samuel when he is a small child.  Education does not seem to be a factor as Samuel is a small child.  There is no identified talent. Samuel simply answers God’s call, “Speak, for your servant is listening.”  Today let’s ask ourselves if we are finding time and places when we can listen for God’s voice speaking?  Are we willing to be servants?  Good questions.  Blessings as you seek that wee small voice leading you.


7th Sunday after Pentecost: A Birthday Party turns sour

July 11, 2021

First Reading: Amos 7:7-15

7This is what [the Lord God] showed me: the Lord was standing beside a wall built with a plumb line, with a plumb line in his hand. 8And the Lord said to me, “Amos, what do you see?” And I said, “A plumb line.” Then the Lord said,
 “See, I am setting a plumb line
  in the midst of my people Israel;
  I will never again pass them by;
9the high places of Isaac shall be made desolate,
  and the sanctuaries of Israel shall be laid waste,
  and I will rise against the house of Jeroboam with the sword.”
  10Then Amaziah, the priest of Bethel, sent to King Jeroboam of Israel, saying, “Amos has conspired against you in the very center of the house of Israel; the land is not able to bear all his words. 11For thus Amos has said,
 ‘Jeroboam shall die by the sword,
  and Israel must go into exile
  away from his land.’ ”
12And Amaziah said to Amos, “O seer, go, flee away to the land of Judah, earn your bread there, and prophesy there; 13but never again prophesy at Bethel, for it is the king’s sanctuary, and it is a temple of the kingdom.”
  14Then Amos answered Amaziah, “I am no prophet, nor a prophet’s son; but I am a herdsman, and a dresser of sycamore trees, 15and the Lord took me from following the flock, and the Lord said to me, ‘Go, prophesy to my people Israel.’ ”

Psalm: Psalm 85:8-13

8I will listen to what the Lord| God is saying;
  for you speak peace to your faithful people and to those who turn       their hearts to you.
9Truly, your salvation is very near to |those who fear you,
  that your glory may dwell in our land. 
10Steadfast love and faithfulness have met together;
  righteousness and peace have kissed each other.
11Faithfulness shall spring up from the earth,
  and righteousness shall look down from heaven.
12The Lord will indeed grant prosperity,
  and our land will yield its increase.
13Righteousness shall go before the Lord
  and shall prepare for God a pathway. 

Second Reading: Ephesians 1:3-14

3Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us in Christ with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places, 4just as he chose us in Christ before the foundation of the world to be holy and blameless before him in love. 5He destined us for adoption as his children through Jesus Christ, according to the good pleasure of his will, 6to the praise of his glorious grace that he freely bestowed on us in the Beloved. 7In him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of our trespasses, according to the riches of his grace 8that he lavished on us. With all wisdom and insight 9he has made known to us the mystery of his will, according to his good pleasure that he set forth in Christ, 10as a plan for the fullness of time, to gather up all things in him, things in heaven and things on earth. 11In Christ we have also obtained an inheritance, having been destined according to the purpose of him who accomplishes all things according to his counsel and will, 12so that we, who were the first to set our hope on Christ, might live for the praise of his glory. 13In him you also, when you had heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation, and had believed in him, were marked with the seal of the promised Holy Spirit; 14this is the pledge of our inheritance toward redemption as God’s own people, to the praise of his glory.

Gospel: Mark 6:14-29

14King Herod heard of [the disciples’ preaching,] for Jesus’ name had become known. Some were saying, “John the baptizer has been raised from the dead; and for this reason these powers are at work in him.” 15But others said, “It is Elijah.” And others said, “It is a prophet, like one of the prophets of old.” 16But when Herod heard of it, he said, “John, whom I beheaded, has been raised.”
  17For Herod himself had sent men who arrested John, bound him, and put him in prison on account of Herodias, his brother Philip’s wife, because Herod had married her. 18For John had been telling Herod, “It is not lawful for you to have your brother’s wife.” 19And Herodias had a grudge against him, and wanted to kill him. But she could not, 20for Herod feared John, knowing that he was a righteous and holy man, and he protected him. When he heard him, he was greatly perplexed; and yet he liked to listen to him. 21But an opportunity came when Herod on his birthday gave a banquet for his courtiers and officers and for the leaders of Galilee. 22When his daughter Herodias came in and danced, she pleased Herod and his guests; and the king said to the girl, “Ask me for whatever you wish, and I will give it.” 23And he solemnly swore to her, “Whatever you ask me, I will give you, even half of my kingdom.” 24She went out and said to her mother, “What should I ask for?” She replied, “The head of John the baptizer.” 25Immediately she rushed back to the king and requested, “I want you to give me at once the head of John the Baptist on a platter.” 26The king was deeply grieved; yet out of regard for his oaths and for the guests, he did not want to refuse her. 27Immediately the king sent a soldier of the guard with orders to bring John’s head. He went and beheaded him in the prison, 28brought his head on a platter, and gave it to the girl. Then the girl gave it to her mother. 29When his disciples heard about it, they came and took his body, and laid it in a tomb.

CHILDREN’S SERMON:  Our text today is going to share in detail, about a birthday party.  Does a birthday party stand out in your mind?  Some of the most fun ones I’ve been too have been when someone turns 50.  There is usually a lot of joking about aging, funny presents, guests, and good food.  The party we read about today had dancing, presents, and drama but I doubt the guests went home feeling they had a good time.  Why does Mark tell us about this particular party? 

Let us pray:  Lord, may the words of my mouth and the meditations of my heart be acceptable in your sight, my Rock and my Redeemer.

SERMON

We are in the season of Pentecost and looking at gospel stories, asking ourselves what difference Jesus makes in lives.  Last week our text told of Jesus returning to his hometown of Nazareth and being rejected.  He could do few miracles.  Jesus then started to send out his disciples in pairs to preach.   Today’s text continues.  It would seem that through the work of the disciples, Jesus is becoming known and talked about.  People in the area are debating just who Jesus is.  We face the same question today.  Who is this Jesus we gather about and what difference does he make in our lives today?

         Some thought he was a prophet following in the footsteps of Elijah who went to heaven in a whirlwind and who was believed to be going to return before the coming of the Messiah.  People today look for a charismatic figure that will signal end times.  Others suspected Jesus was walking in the tradition of prophets who would appear and call Israel back to faith in Jehovah.  He was a charismatic figure, good guy but not God.  Still others thought Jesus was John the Baptist resurrected.  Let us remind ourselves that two major groups within Judaism were divided on the reality of resurrection.  The Sadducees did not believe in the resurrection and that is was why they were sad, you see.  The Pharisees believed in the resurrection because prophets in the Old Testament prayed over people and they returned to life.  Jesus was a kind of miracle worker.  Today people look to Jesus for health, wealth, and prosperity – an answerer to their prayers.  King Herod, though, believed Jesus was John the Baptist come back to life.   

What do we mean when we think of Jesus as our Savior?

         As I have pondered why Mark would have told us about Herod’s birthday party, I wonder if he is sharing about the types of people the disciples were encountering and the types of people we encounter as we share our experiences of Jesus.  Then again, we might reflect on which person in today’s text we most identify with.  Are we like Herod, a guilty conscience and afraid God was punishing him?  Or perhaps we are blinded by our grudges like Herodias.  Some of us are innocent pawns in another’s scheme like Herodias’ daughter and we are unaware if what we believe is right or wrong.  Then there are the bystanders that watch the party unfold and find it all very entertaining but are not impacted in their lives.  King Herod, Herodias, her daughter and the bystanders lead our reflection today. 

         King Herod had a guilty conscience.  He knew that John the Baptist had not deserved to die.  King Herod was conflicted.  He had compromised his integrity at his birthday party to keep peace in his marriage and to save face in-front of his guests.  Herod believed John to be a “righteous and holy man” but Herod’s wife, Herodias, hated John for saying the truth that she had married her late husband’s brother.  Herod was caught between what he knew was true and an unhappy wife.  He jailed John to pacify Herodias but protected John while Herodias bided her time, nursing her grudge. 

         Many of us know this dance Herod is doing, trying to keep two voices in our life appeased.  I think we call it burning the candle on both ends.  It may be the party on Saturday with our friends and then the guilt of being too tired to make it to church on Sunday – next week we promise ourselves.  It may be fudging on income tax returns.  It may be trying to keep peace between the Republicans and Democrats in our family and so sliding with our truth as we talk.  Trying not to take sides and not to hurt anyone’s feelings is hard and often leads us to feeling conflicted.

         But Herod was also superstitious.  Superstitions trigger guilty consciences. When we are having a bad day we wonder if we are being punished for some secret sin, known or unknown. Herod is convinced Jesus is John the Baptist resurrected and returned to accuse him.  We rack our memory to remember some sin that deserves a bad day or that has come back to haunt us.  Compromises have a way of resurfacing and often cloud our ability to make decisions. 

         In our world today tolerance is a value most hold.  We do not want to appear judgmental and we want to keep our options open.  Many people listen to stories about Jesus but then become confused by denominations and are unwilling to commit.  Deciding where to read in the Bible is a challenge for many so they don’t but know they should.  Our awareness of the many religions that mix in our society today plus our value on tolerance dilute our convictions of what we believe or at least our willingness to talk about it.  We don’t want conflict.  Herod represents those people who know that people like John were righteous and holy people but who get caught in the crossfire of relationships. His fear of people undermined his faith and ability to follow his convictions.  He was “perplexed,” fearful and conflicted.  His compromises blinded him. 

         Herodias, on the other hand, also knew that John the Baptist was telling the truth about her marriage.  She had married her husband’s brother.  Her problem was not conflict but anger and hate.  She was carrying a grudge.

         As I listened to people tell their faith stories as a chaplain, many had stories of the failures of God to rescue them.  There are so many stories of deep bitterness because of the actions of some Christian who caused a perceived injustice, a grief over the ending of a relationship that they thought God had led them into, or a defeat that God might have saved them from.  Forgiveness is a very difficult spiritual discipline.  Most of us know the divisions within our own family about some action done or thoughtless word spoken or inheritance unfairly divided or promotion given that triggers comparisonitis. We do not have to go far to find grudges.  Compromise, Herod, works on guilt about decisions and feeds superstitions of punishment we deserve but grudges, Herodias, work on our resentments and stereotypes we have about other people.  We are protecting our own self-image and become a judge of others.

         Seeking and accepting forgiveness places judgment in the hands of God and allows him to rectify wrongs and defend us.  Forgiveness requires admitting we have done wrong and for a King, that might be hard.  For a Queen, rising above gossip is hard.  We open our service with the confessional because we have all been guilty of doing wrong, known and unknown, and we have all been guilty of not loving our neighbor as we ought.

         Herodias’ daughter danced for King Herod.  We do not even know her name.  Many think it was an exotic dance that drove Herod to offer her up to half his kingdom.  Queen Esther was offered half of the King’s kingdom when she dressed beautifully and approached him after fasting for three days.  Esther invites the King and Hamaan to a banquet as she seeks the right timing to accomplish her agenda.  Herodias’ daughter, on the other hand runs to her mother to seek advise.  It would appear that she has no idea of what she wants nor does she have a sense of values to resist the gruesome request for the head of John the Baptist.  Perhaps she too carried the grudge against her father-uncle’s accuser and was offended by John’s preaching.  The text does not indicate a grudge.  The text indicates that she was someone who went along with the plans by an authority.

         This character in our story raises the ugly head of personal culpability in our ongoing cultural discussion of justice.  We are polarized and we find Christians on all sides of all issues.  We can look to our pastors and bishops for guidance but where does our personal responsibility lie?  Do you remember the joke that went something like this.  Olaf gets to heaven and St. Peter asks him where his name was on the church roster.  Olaf responds that his wife went to church for them.  St. Peter asks about his sharing of his resources.  Oh, he says that his wife handled that.  And so the questioning went on.  Finally St Peter says, “Your wife may come into heaven.” 

         The point is that I am not responsible for other’s sins, only mine. It is called a sin of omission.  I omit doing the good I should.  The daughter could have objected but did not.  I justify my grudges because of what the other did.  I justify my compromises because I had no choice.  In fact, I am allowing myself to be used as a pawn in someone else’s agenda.  We call it “victim” thinking today.  I am the victim of someone else.  While the Bible talks about community, it also speaks strongly to my uniqueness and my reality in the eyes of God.  Christ died for you and we need to take that seriously and take responsibility for our spirituality.

         Herod, the compromised, Herodias, the person with the grudge, her daughter who does not seem to know her own mind, but then there are the guests at the party.  We watch this little drama unfold.  How does this story touch us?  The fame of Jesus is spreading and his disciples are meeting people with all sorts of smoke screen’s when they hear the gospel preached.  Maybe they have a guilty past they need to confess and find forgiveness for.  Maybe they are holding grudges and disappointments for how God did not meet their expectations.  Maybe they have not yet internalized their own moral code and walk around as victims of others decisions.  All these people were at Herod’s party and live in our lives today.  Today’s text tells us that the fame of Jesus was spreading and people were confronted with deciding who Jesus was.  We come to church today and are confronted with the reality of Jesus.  We can go home thinking the “gift”, the head on a platter was a bit crude and scary.  But we can also look at our hearts and ask if we have grudges we are harboring that are blinding our ability to interact with others.  We can also justify ourselves as the victims of other’s sins and dismiss our responsibility. And we can feel the deep grief of being compromised and needing to seek forgiveness – but tomorrow. 

         The disciples heard what happened and went to King Herod’s palace and claimed John’s body and laid it in a tomb.  Our time on earth is limited.  We do not know how many birthday parties we will go to. But may we hold our lives as a gift from the God who has prepared a heaven for us where there will not be making compromising decisions, holding lingering grudges, and where we will serve a God who makes kind decisions.  Thank you Lord.